Phew!
Actually... scrap that - what a crazy day this IS!
Came into school this morning raring to go... and then the day swept me off my feet.
So what can I do but pray, pray pray!
Right?
Am planning to get as much as my work (if not ALL) done today so I can relax for the rest of the week and just deal with everyday stuff without having to worry about much more.
I'm already starting to dread my birthday.
Just cuz that's gonna be another crazy day.
Turning a year older?
Doesn't make much of a difference to me.
Somehow I always start to think of myself as older than I am in years and months. Ie. in Jan this year, I was already thinking of myself as being 28... just after turning 27 what... 4 months ago? Weird habit, I know.
Guess this particular year gone by has made me feel so much older though.
Just to lay it ALL out there... I'm gonna make it "official":
Yes, I am getting a divorce.
Currently separated... and this state has been a long time coming.
I just wanna say though - please know that I appreciate any concern, but I'd rather no questions be asked or advice be given.. because this is a final decision where both me and Jaakko are concerned. It is unfortunate how things turn out, but we do what we must... and this IS a must - I've come to realise.
So please refrain from giving me ideas and advice about how to rekindle the marriage or pray about it etc - know that I have probably done anything you can think of to try to make it work - and a thousand more things... in the last 1 year plus. To no avail.
So... there!
I've made laid it out there for all to see.
And now, I am proud to present, the very single and very happy - Ms Shimona Kee.
Goodbye Mrs Jaakko Pappinen. (Threw these keychains away)
... Hello happy Ms Shimona Kee! (New keychain)
Sorry... I'm all about symbolism. :p
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